class

School is slowly coming to an end, which is both a great feeling to know that y four years of long high school are winding down, but it also tells me that I am becoming older and the real world is only getting closer to me. In Ms.Tomlin's class, we have a few projects left but she will be more lenient on us because we are all ready to go. Plus Ms.Hegeman is approaching that time of the year where all she wants to do is give out essays. In all of my other classes we are being tested on the prior things we have learned and it is annoying but very satisfying to know that we are owing to the end of our semester. I am satisfied with the work I have done, which puts me at a calm state knowing I am doing well and can handle and create a balanced state of being in a very stressful time period.

something about me

Lately, things haven't been going in the direction of my favor. It's a little hard to not be angry with life and everything in it, but it's even harder trying to find the root of the problem when you have no idea where to start. I am a very shy person, even though in school I may seem outgoing because of my friends and how I act around them, but personally, I am a very shy and quiet person. I don't even like attention like that, especially negative attention. I've been faced with a situation where I've felt uncomfortable and given the circumstances, I had to put my feelings aside and continue with what I was supposed to do. It was very hard for me honestly but knowing that I completed that task makes me proud of myself and I see self improvement.

class summary

Lately, in English we have been going over "A Mid Summer Nights Dream" and in my class we are acting out a portion of the play in a small scene that I seem to actually favor. WT makes learning Shakespeare really fun and I cant wait to go to BAM and actually perform infront of many people. :)

journal entry

It's always something new going on in my life which is both good and bad, but I guess that's life overall. I recently mended an old friendship, well, I'm trying to mend an old friendship, which is very tricky because so much has changed, neither of us are really the same trying to go back to the old relationship we had but that' something we can work on . Things at home are always rough, people probably wont know because I don't speak too much on it or show it, but yea lol, things happen and all I'm trying to do is graduate and go to college. Also give my mom a break and just make her proud. And you know I gotta do this for my dad, not for him but because of him. I gotta rub it in his face that he never helped with my successes and didn't contribute to making me accomplish these goals. But I'm chattingggg lol goodnight blog post :)

lets talk about a class

so right now my favorite class is yours truly, Ms.Hegemans, and it's my favorite because we have a guest who comes in periodically and his name is WT and he helps us have a fun way of learning and interpreting Shakespeare which i really enjoy. I participate alot more when he's in the class and he makes boring old Shakespeare more entertaining. I'm more of a hands on learning person anyways and at first no one wanted WT to come to the class, but I'm glad he came and I know everyone else is too :)

SSR

welcome to the second semester of my last year of high school. :) it's about time! so i have good news to bring to the table, I passed all of my regents and I passed my 1st semester which includes all of my classes. I am proud of myself as a person and I have seen the growth and maturity because of the decisions I am beginning to make for myself in order to see a better tomorrow. My last post was about how I wasn't understanding why certain things were happening and how I wasn't too fond of how senior year was going, but things happen for a reason and life works in mysterious ways and I'm grateful and happy with where everything is standing and I can see where things are heading. :)

life and what I have learned ..

Here we are in January and I can only complain. Complain about how my perception on everything I imagined senior year would be, wasn't it, just makes me so aggravated. I'm upset at the fact that I don't know why I'm given certain situations, not only for school, but life in general. Everything isn't what's appeared to be. Which is okay, but then again WHY? When will I somehow magically get a break and be able to collect myself as a human and be able to come with a refreshed state of mind ready to attack all of life's situations... I won't and that's what I learned, but I also learned to accept that even thought I am not okay with it, hopefully that can change soon..