FREE WRITE !

What to write, what to write.... well what's on my mind? I've been pretty chill lately actually. Nothing's been going on except school and cheer leading. I find it to be really fun even though sometimes we look bad out there and practice isn't always fun, I make the best out of it. School is going pretty good STILL which I'm very proud of myself with because I have tendencies to slack off once I see I did a good job first marking period. but I was working on it and I'm passing all of my classes STILL :) . I'm pretty satisfied with everything but I shouldn't speak too soon because we all know how that goes. Guess I just have to see what's next to come.

I've Changed ..

As humans, we grow. Positively, negatively and overall we just develop in ways that are mental and physical. Yes, I, Yasmin Mercedez Lopez, has CHANGED. Some may say for the better and some may say for worse, but what do I say? I say I'm living. I don't like how everyone portrays change as a bad thing, because EVERYONE changed whether it was from a long time ago or recently, people change and even though no one will tell you that they feel it's in a bad way, everyone will have their own opinions. So why dwell on what anyone else has to say about yourself if you are finally comfortable in the skin you are in. The reason why people are so uptight about change is because they are afraid. Afraid of trying new things and liking it, afraid that a new lifestyle would actually be okay and that it can teach you new things; but people are afraid to let go and move on and start something new. It's a problem, I feel that we humans as a whole have, not necessarily basing it on change EXACTLY , but overall we just don't know how to adapt with situations where we are WILLINGLY taking control of our future's. But, I can honestly sit her and say that yes I have changed, but I'm perfectly fine with who I became, whether it had been positive or negative, I am finally comfortable with who I am.