life and what I have learned ..

Here we are in January and I can only complain. Complain about how my perception on everything I imagined senior year would be, wasn't it, just makes me so aggravated. I'm upset at the fact that I don't know why I'm given certain situations, not only for school, but life in general. Everything isn't what's appeared to be. Which is okay, but then again WHY? When will I somehow magically get a break and be able to collect myself as a human and be able to come with a refreshed state of mind ready to attack all of life's situations... I won't and that's what I learned, but I also learned to accept that even thought I am not okay with it, hopefully that can change soon..